and end up im going to the birdpark.. cos negotiations failed.. sigh
and cw told me the wrong thing lar.. wed tell me is conrad.. today tell me is fullerton.. but the chances of him negotiating with fullerton was obviously much higher.. like wat i expected.. curse and swear at him.. things keep running thru my mind like if onli he did put my third company as birdpark.. i mean i did state the rest of the choices i wan wat.. wats the use of me doing tt when u dun even give a damn abt the other choices.. obviously i got no interest there rite.. he juz sux lar..
the working environment at birdpark is suppose to be quite good.. but its damn far.. and the thought of it juz makes me feel so sianz.. and its really not somewhere i wanted to end up.. frenz close to me all noe how badly i wanted to go to the hotels.. i juz cant convince myself.. it wasnt even my choice at all.. i feel so forced to go there.. this sux.. to luff or to cry.. i seriously still cant convince myself at this point and is still trying to get over the brutal fact.. suxxx
and today is like juz a simply damn suay day for me.. early in the morning got stuck in the lift liao.. first time in my life lar.. stuck for 30mins.. stupid lift.. arghhh.. maybe tt was suppose to be an omen..
i seriously need to go listen to the song bad day now..
mood now: terrible, horrible, blood boiling, feel like killing pple, disappointed, sad, sux sux sux!!!